THE SILENCE OF A FATHER….

Just:

Eli.

That was how my father wrote when something mattered.

My hands trembled as I read.

Eli,
If you’re reading this, I’m gone. I’m sorry you’re learning it this way. I didn’t want your first day free to be another prison.
I’ve been sick a long time. Not the kind of sick you bounce back from. I didn’t tell you because I wanted you to hold onto hope. I needed you to believe there was a life waiting for you.

My throat tightened.

He continued:

Linda will tell you I was buried. She’ll say it like she’s closing a door. Let her.
I’m not in the cemetery because I didn’t want her controlling what happened after I was gone. She has a way of rewriting stories, Eli. You know that.

I swallowed, hard.